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WARNING: Long, deep journal (:
I'm one of those people who tell their life story through little lyrics in songs or quotes, and I feel like posting ones that have either applied to my life, or currently do. If they are confusing I'll explain (: For the record, I'm getting this all out because I'm starting new this year, I don't need whats happened in the past.


Everybody, put up your hands Say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
Feel the beat now, if you've got nothing left say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
Back it up now, you've got a reason to live say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
Feelin' good now, don't be afraid to get down say:
"I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love"
-Dance Floor Anthem; Good Charlotte
Okay, this is really recent for me, I'm tired of living in the past, what happened, happened. I mean sure I miss him[my ex] but, why should I live in the past, right? There's plently of guys out there and I know I can do better then him.

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why
-Everything you want; Vertical Horizon
The last line is what really hits me. In 7th and 8th grade I'd do so many things without thinking. And a couple days [or hours]later I'd just sit there thinking "What the fuck did I just do"

"pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head."
-Pretty Girl; Sugar Cult
Getting led on. End of story.

"I don't think that you know what you've been missing"
-Your Own Disaster; Taking Back Sunday
To every person who left me, who backstabbed, or rejected me.

"Whenever you remember times gone by
Remember how we held our heads so high
When all this world was there for us
And we believe that we could touch the sky
Whenever you remember, I'll be there
Remember how we reached that dream together
Whenever you remember"
-Whenever you remember; Carrie Underwood
To my friends who have stuck with me through thick and thin.

"I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We'd be alright, We'd be ok.
But I was stupid, And you broke me down
I'll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back"
-Thank You; Simple Plan
To a certain girl who I was there for, and in return she completely backstabbed me, if I could, I'd bash her skull in. She is one of the only people who backstabbed me that I DON'T want to say thanks to, all she taught me is to trust less.

"Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through"
-Hell Song; Sum 41
I plan to live this way. What happened in the past, happened, I can't change that. But I can change the future.

/Deep journal

Of course there's more, but then I'd be here all day posting lyrics ^^;
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NEW PROJECT :D

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So for awhile I've wanted to start an original series based on some characters I create. And I've finally got it, be prepared to see some character ref sheets in the very near future! I'm still deciding how I want to do this, but I'm pretty sure it's going to be some sort of comic/manga style ^-^
I MAY make it a modern Avatar: The Last Airbender story, to make it more interesting...
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.Update.

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No one reads these but whateva.

So this summer was boring but different shit happened so heres the lowdown (:

A couple weeks ago Ryan, my ex, pretty much completely led me on and shit. We went out twice, and I really liked him...we hadn't talked in awhile and he has said he "...liked me since June but those feelings grew"
Yeah whatever. I mean, then I asked if we were gonna get back together and he is like, "I don't see the point in 3 times"
Seriously. What the fuck.
I'm not trying to be a bitch, but I seriously doubt he is going to get a date to homecoming this year or have a new gf anytime soon.

Some other stuff has also happened, but since idk the outcome yet, I'm not gonna ramble on about it :)
But lets just say, I'm falling, hard.
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1k!

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Wow! Didn't think I'd get 1,000 pageviews...
I'll need to submit or create SOMETHING to remember this!!


Note to self:
Become. More. Active.



I feel like such a dA noob for posting a journal about 1k XD
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EHKAYEH!?

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Hmm. I haven't properly introduced myself have I?
Well then.
I am known as Shanna(pronounced like Shawna) in the 'real' world.
I am known as Swimmingchick658 on ASN practice oekaki.
I am known as SurfDragon658 on YouTube.
I am known as iRarYou on ASN Forum.
I am known as iRar most other places.

I'm a Avatard, and a Narutard ohoh and a Deathnote...tard? ^^;
I am:
40% Zutara
30% Kataang
10% Tokka
10% Moppa
10% Sukka

along with:
50% ShikaTema
20% NaruSaku
10% InoCho
20% Other Couples whose names surpass me at the moment

:heart:Clubs:heart:
:iconfanart-justice-force::icontheavatar100:
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